I Want It ALL

I want it all. Grind it up, condense it, distill it, draw forth its essence and instill the very fiber of its being into a single easy-to-swallow daily supplement for my convenience. I want it accessible. I want 24/7 lives available live, 24/7. Give me ever potentiality, every possible outcome stemming from every conceivable juncture and give it to me raw, unfiltered and unassailable. It should burn in my esophagus from the rough, fibrous spines of irrational jealousy, the searing madness of undirected hate. Every lover’s first kiss and last word and all the blowjobs in the world delivered to my doorstep for ease of consumption. One moment at a time is not enough, give me all of them! All of them at once and again and again in every variation, every hue and every tone and every rhythmic vibration of being over and over until the day they lay me in the ground. Direct the deep tides of eternity towards my intestines for I am become the Great Consumer, The Devourer, and make quick work of the most expansive multiversal ecstasies. Tear me apart that I might feast on the ripping of cosmic flesh, mend me that I might delight in each and every puncture as the waves of time recoup the shattered being that was. Nothing within time will suffice the quench the flames of desire that drive every manifestation of this vast and empty mental space. Twist it up, place it end to end and let it spin, let the raging carousel of life twirl blindly through my mouth again and again in a single unending act of ingestion. Rend the planar sheets in such a way that each moment begins and ceases its beginning at a central point, reborn that I might once again feast on the passions of those fools driven to the brink by visions of lilies and the tan and tone of soft, warm flesh upon flesh. Set each eye against another that reflected vision might show the blind a world that never was and hoist the mothers up by their legs so their babies fall from twixt their legs into their arms as lovers. Plant dancing nameless signposts in the shifting sands of deep blue eternities to keep them going on their journey and no one will ever learn that while everything changes, Nothing stays the same.